life changes, whether we like it or not.

I've never been so insulted and humiliated in my life not to mention embarrassed to call someone like him my EXboyfriend, starting to think HE was my biggest mistake. As much bullshit as I've been through with him, he thought that less of me to break it off through FACEBOOK. not to mention CALL ME OUT SO EVERYONE COULD SEE. Ya know I've been pissed off extremely in my life but I would never stoop that low. but karma is a bitch and she hits hard. enjoy it. so yeah, definitely a toddler state of mind. and if you're reading this, hope you like what I have to say :) anywhooooooo but I guess that's the odds you play with playing with a kid. But it's fine with me, I will move on like I always have. I was PERFECTLY FINE before he came back into the picture and I'll be EVEN BETTER now that he's gone :) I love being happy and independent.

my heart is empty.

I lost my dear Layla yesterday, her battle is finally over and she is at peace.
Just never thought I would be in tears so soon. but my selfishness cannot justify
the fact that she is in a better, happier place. free of pain and suffering. I come
to tears every time I see her picture... because it makes my heart hurt so much more.
Life isn't fair sometimes but it was never fair when she was diagnosed in the first place.
I have so many wonderful memories in my life because of Layla, she changed me so much.
My life will never be the same. I just have to keep telling & reminding myself that
every bit of pain that we feel, is every bit of pain she doesn't.


RIP Angel. You're in our hearts forever.

blah

well im feeling a little better.. Not much but what can ya do. Got me some new shoes though!! so maybe it will help ;) if not... Guess i should get more shoes!!!!

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oh how stressful life is.

between working my ass off and school full-time, it seems like
there is no time for me to breathe or blink. i HAVE to start
taking it easy... i've been pretty much nonstop sick for almost
2 months, this is RIDICULOUS..... plus, i just wanna relax for a
change! :( next semester isn't gonna be so rough on me... at least
i hope not. walmart = new job soon, i had a feeling it was only gonna
be a temp anyways until i hit the big 1-8. blah :/ anyways.. i'm
finally getting a chance to catch up on my sleep, so i'm about to
do just that. it bothers me i haven't had any free time to work on
either website these last two or three days either... must do asap.

♥

oh hello dream life.




CHECK on the jacket!!
now who wants to help and buy me the other stuff? ;)

helloooooooooooo

goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeee

♥

DASS MY BEBE :] goodness I love her!
she has more personality than any other dog I've ever known.
she makes me a better person ♥ lub my layla!

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i absolutely CAN'T WAIT until Christmas time!
already started shopping and i am sooooooooo thrilled :D
i'll have money this year, my first year i actually get
to buy STUFF for people. gonna spoil that precious
boy of mine too <3 cant wait, cant wait!


but for now.. let's enjoy halloween ;)
:one holiday at a time, Krista - one at a time!"

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* NEW LAYOUT!
how do you like it? comment & leave feedback please!

* NEW RECIPES UP!
try some of them out!! I looooooooooooove the green bean bundles!

x

i LOVE fall! ♥
today has been SO wonderful. despite the pain.
painted a few canvases today, & painted over my old
ones that i didn't know what to do with, lol.
adding them shortly :) *THEY'RE UP FOR SALE BTW!


&on a side note; i see a GI specialist Tues. for my pre-op.
then Friday is D-Day. greeeeeeeat. >:[