Sunday, January 22, 2012
Friday, January 20, 2012
Positive Vibes II
Good morning all! I woke up this morning extremely happy and figured I would share my mood with you all! My moods have kinda been jumbled above my head here lately.. but talking with a good friend last night, made me realize a few things. One, I envy those who live each day to the absolute fullest and WITH A SMILE ON THEIR FACE AT ALL TIMES! They have hardships and hard days like we all do.. BUT THEY MAKE THE BEST OF THEM! I feel a big change coming over me and this is how it starts :) So to those having a hard or stressful day, and you happen to come across this post - these words are for you :)Don't forget to smile today!! You would be SO surprised to know how contagious a smile TRULY is! Well.. except those that don't have the best dental hygeine :/ BAH!
Anywho...
Do something different than your normal routine today - or at least something to keep you in a good mood!
* Go for a quick walk through the park if it's a sunny day; take in all the beauty or just enjoy the fresh air!
*JAM OUT!! my absolute FAVORITE thing to do ;)
{Some songs I recommend?} ::
• Taio Cruz__World In Our Hands
• Pink__Raise Your Glass ;or; Get This Party Started
• ~The Cupid Shuffle [classic!]
• T.Pain__Turn All The Lights On
• Adam Lambert__Strut
• Kanye West__Stronger
• Usher__Yeah
• Train__Hey, Soul Sister
• Lady Gaga__Just Dance ;or; Poker Face
• All American Rejects__Gives You Hell
• Enrique Iglesias__I Like it ;or; Dirty Dancer
• Pitbull__Hey Baby
• Jennifer Lopez__On The Floor
• David Guetta__Sexy B!+Ch
• Chris Brown__Look At Me Now
the list goes onnnn and onnnn for miles {I'm currently trying to put together a long list of a bunch of songs for different moods, hopefully it will be up soon!}
* EXERCISE! Hit up the gym for an hour work out. Not only does it get you in SUCH a better mood, but it beats the hell out of being lazy on your couch watching re-runs of Scrubs!
*Be CREATIVE! Paint - sew - draw - write - take pictures!
*Put on some makeup, dress yourself up, and give yourself a mini-photoshoot! Why? YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE A REASON! I do it all the time - believe it or not, it's an AWESOME mood booster!
*TREAT YOURSELF! To a movie, to lunch, to a manicure! You don't necessarily have to get a set of acrylic nails or eat at a 5-star restaurant, but doing someone for YOU is a good way to keep positive as well. It makes you feel good about yourself, and plus - have to keep up routine maintenance for ourselves anyways, ladies ;)
*CLEAN! Goodness.. I can't tell you how much this is the one I avoid most, lol. My lifestyle is hectic and I'm always finding myself making a mess.. and I've realized this though: If I let my room get messy for, oh say, 2 weeks? THEN I clean it, maybe rearrange it a little? It's GREAT! Mother doesn't like it.. but, oh well ;] ~ If you catch yourself home alone without the kids around, put on some comfy pants, pop in your favorite CD, and just clean! You may not want to at first.. but moving around and dancing will get your mood going! Plus.. everyone likes a clean house :D
*Enjoy EVERYTHING. The smiles, the tears, and everything in between. It's hard to grasp that concept because nobody wants to enjoy the times we're hurt, am I right? I know I don't. And I wasn't meaning necessarily really ENJOYING them.. but be grateful you were given another moment to experience life in general. Most people don't have that opportunity. I know how easy it is to want to throw in the towel and give up completely, I have come so close - SOOOO many times. It's the little moments that count most though - you know, walking in your bathroom only to find your one year old covered herself in three rolls of toilet paper; or finding careless mistakes that you make during the day - don't get frustrated, laugh at them :] Laughter is the best medicine, and the best thing to help you when you're feeling 'sick'. Every minute you spend not living life to the fullest, is a minute of precious time you can't get back. Everyone has rough days, but its up to YOU to make the best of it & keep on going!! If its not okay, its not the end. & remember that someone always has it ten times worse than you.
*Count your blessings, DON'T count what's missing!
So if you can't find the energy to do anything at all today, at least thank God that you were able to read this. He allowed you to wake up this morning, which is enough for me. Because there are some that weren't that lucky <3 Enjoy your day!
Monday, January 16, 2012
Hrmm
Well, been a pretty boring day. Haven't done much but the medicine I took has me feeling like I'm DYINGGGGGG. Dr appt tomorrow, maybe they can figure this stuff out. I'm hoping. Tonight is just a lazy day. ;____;
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Sudden anger
I will always be the girl you think about when you lay down next to her at night. When your life goes to hell, you'll hate yourself even more when you're constantly reminded you let - probably the best thing you'll ever find in your life - go. You'll come across old pictures of me or us, and you'll be able to remember exactly when they were taken. You'll go places that we used to frequent, and you'll hear songs I used to sing to you obnoxiously. You're gonna watch movies we used to watch together on repeat. You're gonna go out to eat at the places I always loved to eat. You will do all those things and you will miss me so much, just like I used to miss you when you were right in front of me. You'll smile to yourself and think about all our good times. But not as much as you will when you're drunk. When things don't go right between you & whoever, you'll think back to me & wonder what would have happened if you would have changed like I begged you to. At first I didn't want to leave, but you left me no choice. You will ALWAYS think of me, I'm sure of this. When you look at her, you'll remember looking at me. Her eyes may be green but the blue shade of mine will always be there reflecting in the back of your mind. My laugh, my smile, my scent... will never leave you. Your heart will ache with so much pain like I felt. You'll meet girl after girl that will seem so different, but in time they will be so similar to me. And you will wonder why you just can't seem to escape such a nightmare. I hope every inch of memories you have of me haunt you until you're on your last breath. You'll question what it is you did wrong, but I won't be there to repeat myself for the 30th time like I did before it was too late. You may forget me for a moment in time, but I'll always be there... eventually, just right around the corner. The pot won't mask it & the alcohol won't make you forget me, you will only remember that much more. I used to have so much hate for you, but then I realized that hating you took more energy out of me than forgiving you did. I can be optimistic about it all though, because you were my first love - surely not my last. You taught me more lessons than I could ever hope to learn on my own; I learned more in the 2 years with you than my whole 18 years of existence. I really can honestly tell you thank you for being who you are. Because of you I hated myself so much and I'm struggling trying to make ends meet and not have to do so anymore. I feel like I'm still stuck in a lot of chains -- and it starts with you. I struggled to move on for the longest time, and I couldn't live right without doing so. It really sucks though, doesn't it? Now you get to be the one to hurt. You get to feel the pain I felt EVERY DAY. But you'll never know what it felt like to have your heart shattered like I did, not even close. You took the biggest amount of life from me that someone could only fear of losing. I died inside, little by little til there was nothing left. But I'm learning to live again. Slowly but surely. & my heart is healing while yours is slowly dying.
Positive Vibes I
• tell yourself EVERY day that you are beautiful.
• make a point to genuinely smile @ at least 10 people a day.
• dress up, wear some cute makeup, doll yourself up!
(it's been proven to boost your mood tremendously)
• make a list of things you'd like to do during your lifetime.
• count your blessings & be thankful for what you HAVE, not what you WANT.
• ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS laugh! it is the BEST medicine♥